For Harry Styles, the road to Kiss All the Time. Disco, Occasionally. was paved with late nights in Berlin and profound personal loss. Speaking with Zane Lowe on Apple Music 1, Styles opened up about the passing of former bandmate Liam Payne. "It's so difficult to lose a friend who is so like you in so many ways... I saw someone with the kindest heart who just wanted to be great," Styles reflected. He noted that the best way to honor those lost is "by living your life to the fullest."
That philosophy of "living" directly inspired the album's opening track, "Aperture." Born from a sleepless night in Berlin, the song captures a moment of raw accountability. "You can move forward when you acknowledge the things that you don't know and therefore give yourself the space to let light come in," Styles explained. He described the track as his "freest" yet, born from being "too tired to pretend I want to write about this thing... I don't want to make up a story."
The inspiration for returning to the stage came during a Radiohead concert in Berlin, where he felt the "ordinary" magic of the crowd. "I’m there so that people can have this... I’m soundtracking this," he realized. This connection to the "ordinary" is what Styles believes defines an artist. "The thing that makes someone like an artist is like letting them watch you be an ordinary person... not about being this mystic thing."
This theme of human connection culminates in "Carla’s Song," named for a friend who "discovered magic" while hearing Paul Simon for the first time. For Styles, making music is about adding to a world of songs that outlast the creator. "Maybe someone hears a song of yours and goes, 'This song's going to be in my life forever.' That is kind of it. Like, that is enough," he concluded. "These songs will exist when I'm not here."
