MC Freddy E, a 22-year old rapper from Seattle, was found dead on January 5 from an apparent suicide.

Frederick Eugene Buhl posted a series of disturbing tweets under @Freddy_E on the day that he died.

He wrote, “If there’s a God then He’s calling me back home. This barrel never felt so good next to my dome.

"It’s cold & I’d rather die than live alone”.

“It’s… all… bad… y’all. *puts finger around trigger,” he wrote next then sent a message to his parents.

His last post was “I’m sorry”.

Freddy E reached his fan via his YouTube channel JerkTV.

On Christmas Eve, New York rapper Capital Steez also took his own life.

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